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Name: Teresa
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Birthday: 11/28/1984
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Humble Me [[written September 2005]]

humble me

never let me forget what is important

You

You should be all that matters

but there is clutter

clear this life

cleanse, purify, renew

You

You

You

no more

me me me

set this broken soul free

let me learn to love

through You

like You

humble me


Friday, September 02, 2005

The Bench   [[written September 2004]]

At first something was slightly creepy about it.  Sitting all alone in the shadows of the old Maple tree.  Being in the open, empty park had weathered its creamy, white surface.  Mud, from the recent rainfall, was splattered up the legs.

After scanning the scene again, I began to feel different.  This time it looked sad.  It had a story to tell, a vast history.  I started thinking.  Who has sat here?  What did they do?  Did they rest here?

I walked over to it and sat down.  My mind was flooded with an atmosphere of love.  As I glided my palm over the seat, I thought of the countless lads that must have proposed to their ladies at this spot.  It doesn’t seem like much now, but it must have been a beautiful park long ago.

My thoughts then floated to all the mothers.  They probably sat here making light conversation while their children played tag on the open grass.  Maybe the children even played hide-and-seek in the brush or behind the maples and oaks.

I felt warm.  A thin smile spread across my lips.  The automobile noises from the nearby street started to melt away with the spring breeze.  I was thinking again.

An elderly couple probably rested here.  I could picture them, very much in love.  They held hands while they watched the birds pick up seeds.

I sighed.  All it wanted was to be appreciated and loved back.  Probably none of the people throughout its story thought anything of it though.  After all, it was only a bench.  But, it has always been here.  It never failed to provide rest for those who sat.

As I stood up and began to walk out of the old park, I said a prayer.  I apologized for all the times I didn’t show God how much I appreciated Him.  But most of all, I thanked Him for always being my bench.

Matthew 11:28, Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.”


Thursday, September 01, 2005

Playing my Song   [[written December 2004]]

I sat down at the bench and laid my fingers across the pearly white keys.  It was so beautiful.  I couldn't wait to start playing.  I pressed my hands down and the most dreadful noise rose to the air.  But I wasn't going to stop.  I was determined to make the most beautiful song.  But no matter how much I played and how hard I tried it only sounded like random notes that would never fit together.  I began to feel like maybe I wasn't meant to create that song.  Maybe it was something so far off and unattainable.  I was getting up to leave.

Give up.  Run away.

A man came and sat next to me.  "Keep playing", he said.  I looked at him.  He just smiled.  So I started to play again.  But still the notes just hurt my ears.  I felt so ashamed of my inability. This nice man probably expected to hear something marvelous.  All I could give him was broken and incomplete music.  As I played, he lifted his hands above the keys.  He pressed down and began to play.  I fully expected our tunes to clash.

But I was amazed.

He was filling in my gaps!  My notes were no longer random.  Together we were making the most magnificent song.  My song.  The one I had been dreaming of.  But it was different.  It was even better and more beautiful than I ever had imagined.  I wanted to stay there forever.  I wanted us to keep playing.  To see how my song would develop.  I knew that if  I let this man leave then it would just be noise again.

He looked at me.  So deeply that it seeped into my soul.  He said with the deepest love, love that can't be explained, "Don't worry my child.  I will never leave you.  You will never have to play alone again."

And he never has left.  We have been making music ever since.  He has even brought in other instruments.  What beautiful additions they are.  My song continues to become an amazing symphony!

Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the LORD is the one who goes before you. He will be with you; he will neither fail you nor forsake you."
Deut. 31:8


Wednesday, August 31, 2005

...........and You shall be my inspiration.........



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